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'The Mountains Wild' Chapters 11 & 12


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ILLUSTRATION BY KATHERINE LAM

 


Chapter 11

Friday, May 27, 2016 

 

THE FACES AROUND THE TABLE BLUR and I take a deep breath, feeling my brain click into vigilance. This is my chance to get a sense of the investigation. If I am very careful, I may be able to get them to tell me more than they want to. I need to answer their questions, and I need to do it in a way that invites more. The longer this goes on, the better my chances.

They go over the public details of the case for an hour, double-checking things with me, going over how I came to find the necklace. I tell them the story as clearly and concisely as I can.

“This isn’t a judgment, like, but why didn’t you ring the Guards when you realized she’d been to Glenmalure?” Joey asks me. “When you realized she’d been up to the woods?”

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I meet his eyes. “I know it looks weird now, but I really thought she might be up there, just waiting for me. I know how that sounds. I do. But she’d done it so many times before. Disappeared, I mean.”

“Everyone described her state of mind before her disappearance as fine, normal,” John White says. “Your actions suggest otherwise.”

“I know. Erin was ... She could be erratic, unpredictable. At the time, no one thought it was more than teenage rebellion. She went through periods where she was drinking a lot, maybe more than that, not taking care of herself. I worried about her, I wanted to protect her. That’s the only way I can explain my actions now.” I’m telling him the truth and he knows it. He nods. When I meet his eyes, he looks away. I get a little ping of recognition from some drawer of the filing cabinet in my brain. He looks familiar, and I wonder if I met him on the original investigation.

“After we found the piece of paper at the bed-and-breakfast, the investigation shifted back to Dublin,” Griz says. “I don’t mean to call you out, Roly, but we’re in the business of reviewing decisions made in past cases. Did you agree with that decision to shift the investigation?”

Roly pretends to stab himself in the back, but he’s got a grin on his face and he nods at her to say, good question.

“It made perfect sense,” I say. “They’d already searched the hills around the walking trails. She wasn’t there. All of her actions suggested she was going back to Dublin that next day. It was an understandable shift.” They can all hear my hesitation. “But I still thought there was something in Wicklow we didn’t find. Maybe not ... her. But something.” I look up, decide to risk it. “I always wondered about the door-to-doors, whether there were any eyewitnesses who didn’t want to come forward because their underwear drawers were filled with bags of pot. You know.”

Nods around the table, but nothing else. If there were underwear drawers, they’re not going to tell me.

“We haven’t been able to find any links between Erin and June Talbot, Teresa McKenny, or Niamh Horrigan,” Griz says, moving on. “There isn’t anything you can think of there?”

“Well, there’s the geographic link,” I say. “Other than that, no. But there must be potential links there. Everyone Erin came into contact with on her trips to Glenmalure is a possible link. The guy at the B-and-B, right? Whatever happened with him? Or the bus driver?”

“We’re on it,” Roly says quickly, and I look up to find a tall man with gray hair standing in the doorway. I know I recognize him from before. Superintendent Wilcox. “What else would you like to ask Detective D’arcy?”

Griz exchanges a glance with him that I can’t read. “Well, the romantic angle is the obvious one. We have all these men who she knew, who she may have been involved with, but nothing definite on any of them. You knew her well. Did you ever have an instinct about that?” They’re right to be thinking this way. Murderers, even serial ones, have to identify their victims somehow. Truly random abductions and killings are remarkably rare.

I start to tell them that any one of the men who were original persons of interest could be our guy, that I wasn’t satisfied by their alibis, that boys and then men had become obsessed with Erin before, but then I realize that’s not what Griz is asking. “My instinct was that there was someone,” I tell her. “Someone we didn’t know about, someone who wasn’t a main suspect in the original investigation. In the years since ... I was over here, since she disappeared, I’ve come to think of him as this ... this gray shadow. That’s how I see him. I’ve had dreams and ... All of her actions those last few days, they make me think she was meeting someone. That guy, whoever he is. That’s who I think it is. And I think he must have a connection with Talbot and McKenny and Niamh Horrigan, too. Even if it’s just the geographic one, even if he happened to come across them because he delivered vegetables or cement or drove to work a particular way every morning and his route took him by the roads where they all disappeared. It’s something like that. You asked me about my instinct and that’s my instinct.”

Everyone’s silent.

“We know about those serial murders on Long Island,” Griz blurts out suddenly. “We know what you did there. You profiled that fella. You found him. The FBI couldn’t do it and you did it. What’s this fella’s profile? Who is he?”

I force myself to wait. The panic starts, but I know this is my leverage. Carefully, I say, “I don’t have all the data I’d need. I couldn’t profile without that. But the infrequency, the span of the disappearances and killings. That’s the thing that jumps out at me—1993, 1998, 2006, 2016. What’s the pattern there? Your people are good. You’ve looked. But there must be something you’re not seeing. Are there other crimes that haven’t been included? It’s a long time line. The infrequency makes me think you’re missing something.”

“Nothing else fits,” Roly says. “Believe me, we’ve looked.”

“So, what’s happening in this guy’s life that these were his opportunities?”

I can see on their faces that they’ve spent so much time thinking about this exact issue that my raising it feels like nails on a chalkboard. “That’s the question, isn’t it?” Roly mutters.

We go over a few more details and then John White says, “What about the political angle? What was your instinct on that?” He gives the word instinct a little stress that makes me pay attention. He thinks my instinct is bullshit.

I shake my head and say, “I’ve gone over and over that so many times I can’t count. There’s nothing specific. She wasn’t ever overtly nationalist around me. But I mean, my uncle has a picture of Gerry Adams hanging in the bar.”

“But sure, so does every Irish bar in America,” Joey says.

“Yeah, you’re right. And Erin just ... She wasn’t interested in any of that. At least she wasn’t before she came over here.”

“This case,” John White says. “I keep going around with it. It’s an odd one. No matter how many times I read the files, I don’t feel like I have a sense of it, of her.”

I don’t say anything, though I agree with him. It feels like agreeing would be a betrayal of Erin.

When it’s clear they won’t get anything more useful out of me, Roly stands up, a little too quickly, and says, “Anything else, so? Thank you, Detective D’arcy. Everyone, back to your work.” When they’ve gone, Wilcox comes in and shakes my hand. He’s thinner, grayer, but I remember the fine-boned face, the nice suit and careful blue eyes. He’s the stern, upperclass dad in a romantic drama. “Thank you for your assistance, Miss D’arcy. Detective Inspector Byrne tells me you have made a career in law enforcement as well. Quite a successful one, it seems.”

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“Oh, well, thank you.”

“It must be interesting to compare techniques,” he says. “It’s mostly the same, actually. Your team is doing an excellent job.”

He watches me for a minute. He was a handsome man, back then. He still is, elegant, all silver hair and blue eyes and shirt collar. “God willing, there’ll be some progress to report,” he says.

When he’s gone, Roly announces, “Now then, I want you lot working away like busy little beavers. Not a word until you’ve got something for me. The clock is ticking. If there’s a connection between Niamh Horrigan, Teresa McKenny, June Talbot, and Erin Flaherty, we need to find it yesterday. McKenny’s and Talbot’s bodies were found two weeks after they went missing and all indications were that they’d been alive for most of those two weeks. Niamh went missing last Saturday. Tomorrow it will be a week. That means that time is of the essence here. If we’ve just found Erin Flaherty’s remains in Wicklow, then that gives us a new opportunity for evidence. She’s not in the water. If there is anything we can find that can help us get this bastard, we need to do it fast. I can’t think too much about what Niamh Horrigan is going through, but if there’s anything we can do to get her back, we’re damned well going to do it.”

He turns to me and I can see the frustration on his face.

“Get your clogs on, D’arcy. I’m taking you home for dinner.”  

 

Chapter 12

Friday, May 27, 2016 

 

“LAURA WON’T MIND YOU springing a guest on her?” I ask Roly once we’re out of a traffic jam around College Green and heading toward Clontarf to the north.

“Not at all. She’s been looking forward to meeting you.”

“I’m sorry I wasn’t more helpful,” I tell him. “I feel like they thought I was withholding something.”

“They know you’re not. It’s just, this case. I’ve never had another one like it. But maybe ...”

I know what he was going to say. “It’s okay,” I tell him. “I’m hoping we can get some evidence from Erin’s remains, too.” I catch myself. “If they’re hers, I mean. I’m hoping we can find something that will help with the Niamh Horrigan case. It’s okay to say it.”

“If they’re connected, D’arcy. That’s what I need to keep telling myself. If they’re connected.”

We drive in silence for a bit and then I say, “Let me ask you something. How long has John White been a guard?”

“Long as I have. No, maybe a few years less. Why?”

“Just wondering. Would I have met him on the original investigation?”

“Wouldn’t think so. I think he started out at some godforsaken country station, Donegal or somewhere. Why?”

“He looks familiar. I’m just trying to figure out where I’ve met him.”

“Dublin’s small like that,” Roly says. “I’m always running into people I met on cases or from school. The other week now, I was having lunch at the Stag’s Head and I looked over and there was this fella and we kept looking at each other, but I couldn’t figure out where I knew him from. Finally, it hit me. We’d been standing in line for pints at my local the week before. Don’t know why I remembered his face and all. Ah, here we are, then.”

Roly and Laura have a big, semidetached house on a quiet cul-de-sac. I smell roasting meat and cinnamon when we come through the front door. It’s out of a design magazine, lots of gray and cream and natural fibers. A handwoven blue-and-white rug hangs on one wall, a gleaming blue ceramic vase holds a single orchid. As we come in, a dog barks and two little blond boys run in with a miniature poodle and surround us. Roly introduces them as Diarmuid and Daragh and they say hello very politely and then run off to some other part of the house.

Laura is tall, blond, elegant. She makes me conscious of my makeup-free face, my scuffed boots. Roly kisses her and introduces us and she shakes my hand and says warmly that it’s wonderful to meet me finally, after all this time. Roly hands me a glass of red wine and we sit in the living room. Roly and Laura’s girls, Áine and Cecelia, come in to say hi. Áine looks just like Laura, and Cecilia has Roly’s angular face and pale blond hair.

“Do you live in New York?” Áine asks me.

“Nearby,” I tell her. “Long Island.”

“Áine’s going to go to New York someday to be a fashion designer,” Roly says.

“Dad, a fashion industry executive.”

“Oh yeah, sorry. Only I thought you wanted to be a designer.”

“Dad!”

“Does Dublin seem different to you?” Laura asks me once we’re all at the table, digging into roast pork and potatoes and apples. “It’s been, what, twenty years?”

“It does and it doesn’t,” I say. “I haven’t really explored, but there are so many new buildings on the river. Everything seems ... I don’t know, fancier.”

Laura laughs. “Wait until you see Ringsend. I was raised in Irishtown. When my mam told me they were making the gasworks into luxury flats, I nearly died. The gasworks! But sure we’ve all gotten used to it now.”

“I have a cousin who works for Facebook,” Roly says. “He’s making three hundred thousand euros a year. Little bollix. He used to nick sips of my lager at Christmas. It’s mad.”

They tell me about the other changes, describe their neighbors who lost everything during the recession.

“It was the way we all went house mad,” Laura says. “We did as well. We bought a rental property down the road, thinking we’d double our money. We’re lucky. We can just about pay the mortgage with what we’re getting for rent, but it’s still a bit touch and go. A lot of people we know never recovered.”

I help Laura clear and Roly and I stack the dishes.

“Have you been by that place Erin lived?” Roly asks me, a dish towel over his shoulder.

“Not yet. I checked it out on Google Earth, though.” Laura hands me a glass of whiskey and we all sit in the living room. There’s a gas fire and she turns it on and puts a plate of thin slices of fruitcake out on the coffee table. “It looks like someone’s fixed it up. I should have bought it way back when.”

I take a piece of fruitcake, crumbling it into pieces on my plate. It’s good, dark and spicy and full of dates and raisins.

“Ah, that’s the Dublin game these days. ‘I should have bought this one, I should have bought that one.’ We’re all potential billionaires in our minds.”

“The young ones she lived with have moved on,” Roly tells me. “One of ’em works for one of these software yokes down by the canal.”

“Yeah?” It’s something I’ve been thinking about, the silences, the whispered conversation in Irish. “I always felt there was something they weren’t telling us.”

Laura stretches her feet out toward the fire. “You mean, like they knew something about what happened?”

“No, just ... I don’t know. Something they were holding back.”

“Funny, Bernie thought so, too,” Roly says. “She was convinced they knew something, but we never got anything out of them.”

“How is she really?” I ask after a moment.

“She’s at a place near Drogheda, a sort of nursing home.” Roly looks away. “It’s grim, I’m telling you, D’arcy.”

“He visits every week or two,” Laura says. “He drives up there and spends an hour or two with her. Everyone else has stopped going.”

One of the boys shouts from the other end of the house.

“We’ll know a lot more tomorrow, anyway,” Roly tells me.

“It must have been awful for you and your uncle all these years,” Laura says. “Not knowing.”

“Yeah, that’s the worst of it. He hasn’t gotten over it, you know? He can never move past it.” I think about how on some level, all of us have been stuck back there in the mountains — me, Roly, Uncle Danny, Jessica, Emer and Daisy, probably even Conor and Laura and Brian and Lilly.

Roly reaches over to pat Laura’s knee. He looks at me and suddenly it’s twenty-three years ago and he’s walking ahead of me on the sidewalk, looking back over his shoulder, his blue eyes meeting mine. “I hope we’ll have something soon,” he says. “I’d like to do that for your family.”

 

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