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Through Family Chaos, Our Dog Held Strong

Oboe was a welcome source of comfort and stability for all


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Oboe was a beagle mix with short legs, a loud bark and a big heart. Writer Janie Emaus calls him "our sweet pup."
Courtesy Janie Emaus

He was a beagle mix with short legs, a loud bark and a big heart. That last part — and his unusually long and regal-sounding name — made Oboe Bolognese Troesken Emaus anything but an average pet.

This dog was no stranger to change. He adapted well. He had to. Our family won the upheaval lottery during Oboe’s life.

His story starts in front of a grocery store, where someone was giving away puppies. My daughter and granddaughter immediately fell in love with this little guy. He was about 6 months old. To his last breath, no one knew his birthdate.

My daughter’s family took Oboe for regular vet visits, got him his shots and kept him well-fed. A great beginning to what would become a complicated life.

Around the time Oboe turned 5, my daughter and her husband divorced. Then, after another problematic relationship ended, my daughter moved in with me — back into her childhood bedroom. Although her ex-husband and youngest child begged to take the dog to their home, my daughter kept Oboe. She insisted that she needed her canine friend for support as she began her sobriety.

I already had two doggie family members, so what’s one more? Besides another mouth to feed, another four-legged friend to walk and more work for the pooper scooper?

Oboe slept in my daughter’s arms after her drug-induced episodes. He walked by her side during sleepless nights. But eventually, Oboe was left behind when my daughter entered a rehab facility.

He waddled from room to room, following her lingering scent, until after a few months, it faded away.

Then, as fate would have it, my mother’s dog died, leaving my mom with a hole in her heart. Oboe moved in to fill that space. Each morning as my mom showered, Oboe sat on the bathroom rug. He curled up by her feet as she read the paper. All day he listened to her non-stop chatter, only leaving her side for pee breaks.

A few years later, my granddaughter moved in. I converted my home office into a bedroom. Suddenly, Oboe was reunited with the girl, now a young woman, who had plucked him from in front of the market. Nightly, he waited by her bedroom door for her return from evenings out with friends.

During her sleepless nights, his furry body welcomed her tears of worry and fears about her future. But after a year in my house, she too moved on, leaving Oboe again looking for someone to comfort. By then, my mom was lost in her dementia, so that person became me.

I told Oboe my secrets and treated him to his favorite snacks as he curled up on the end of my bed. I often woke up in the middle of the night to find him staring at me. His eyes seemed to belong to an old soul, one telling me that despite my husband’s illness and my mom’s declining mental state, life was going to be OK.

But it became obvious that Oboe’s wasn’t.

I listened to his nightly whimpers. After years of helping everyone in our family, it was time for us to help Oboe. He was 13, an old dog now, and living in pain. I called our family together.

The blame began immediately. How did Oboe get diabetes and Cushing's disease and all the various ailments the vet had rattled off to me? We pointed fingers at each other — and at ourselves.

My daughter unraveled thinking about what she didn’t do to help Oboe while she was in the throes of her addiction. She regretted all the times she neglected his health. Maybe she could have given him a longer life if she had taken him to the vet more often, she said.

Her ex-husband said he should have taken Oboe to his home. Life there would have been more peaceful.

My grandchildren regretted not walking him more.

I questioned whether living in my home had been the best place for him. Then I remembered how he comforted my mom after she lost her dog. As her dementia worsened, she thought Oboe had always been her puppy. In a way, he had been. He belonged to all of us.

When it was time to say goodbye, we gathered together as a family with not one harsh word among us. We helped each other through our sorrow with comforting words, assuring each other that everyone had done the best they could.

And maybe Oboe saved our family a lot of hardship. Everyone confided in him. He was a good keeper of secrets.

His adaptability made him the most loveable member of our family. Because dogs are not just pets; they are often the heart and soul of a household. Oboe was that and more. He was a special soul who knit our family together when it mattered most.

Professionals confirm that dogs can provide us humans with comfort and stability amid chaos. “In these hectic times, we can easily forget to live in the present. We may struggle and constantly be in our heads with responsibilities, deadlines and chronic worry,” says Candi C. Cooper, who works as an “animal communicator.” “Dogs can bring us back to ourselves. A few quiet moments spent petting your dog can easily lower your blood pressure and quell your nerves. The amazing part is these things just happen naturally, bringing us back to our center over and over again.”

Rest in peace, Sweet Oboe.

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