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I awoke this morning from a dream. I was cuddling with my ex wife and we were planning what to do with the day. We decided to go visit my father. But as I woke up, I realized 2 things. I am no longer married to the woman I love dearly, someone else is, and secondly, my father died in 2002. How did I feel when I was fully awake? Bottom line is, no one but me cares. No one is able to look beyond the way I dress to even saY, "Hello." Nice people here, no doubt. I am not however, a thing. I am probably one of the most honest person you are likely to encounter online. Know that I am not a thing, I have emotions and feelings and I hurt, God do I hurt.
I hate those "divorce" dreams. I know how painful they can be. Please be assured they are normal and will go away as you recover from this trauma.
It sounds to me like you need a good friend. Maybe there is somebody in your life right now that you could talk to? People aren't as bad as you think; try it!
Also, how about looking into getting some help with your mood? You sound quite "down" and maybe you need some counseling and/or medications?