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Well, I haven't been to this site in a while. Why, I really don't know except I guess I am trying very hard to move on. Sometimes coming here is a reminder. Anyway, here goes. Tomorrow, I will be going out to the cemetery to place a single red rose on my husbands grave. Tomorrow would have been his birthday He died in April, 2009. It has just been 2 years. It seems at times that he has been gone for so long. I was his caregiver for 20 years. Towards the end, I became very ill myself. I think he realized that my health was failing and well, just gave up. He was a very sweet and gentle man and I miss him so much. Oh, I try to keep up with appearances, but at times like these, his birthday, holidays and especially our anniversary, that's the hardest of all because that day was our day and that's coming up very soon, Sept. Anyway, I am doing well until I'm confronted with those special days. I am enjoying things again, not the way I did when my husband was living but I'm beginning to move on. I have two sons that are involved in my life, I don't know what I would do without them.