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I can't be. Say not true. I don't know. I am scared. A monthly thing? Comes every month? Way too young. Comes every month?
Without a miss? "Sometimes", they say. "Don't want that!" What is reason? They won't say. I am confused. I am terrified.
Stay a girl. That's the way. Mother says no. Have to grow. Have to mature. Become a woman. I'm not interested. Don't want growth. Don't want maturity. Stay a girl. That's the way.
Have to grow. Have to mature. Not any fun. Cannot go swimming. Life is hard. Not any fun. Why so necessary? "To have children." Who wants children? "Every woman wants." I'm not woman. Don't want children. I am child. I don't understand.
Becoming much easier. Still not like. Cannot go swimming. I am child. Not want growth. I want before. I go back. Be a child. So not fair. Brother not mature. Brother not grow. So not fair.
Now getting familiar. Not so bad. I forget sometimes. Too busy now. Lots to do. Am dating now. I like growth. I like maturity. Cannot go swimming. A real bummer. But not bad.
Am in college. Love the growth. Love the maturity. Have steady fella'. He is fine. Love that man. Love him lots. Oops, can't be. Now I know. Now no flow. Oops, I'm cooked. Uh-Oh missed. Life sure sucks.
A false alarm. I know better. Will be smarter. No next time. Life is wonderful. Fella' is gone. Good riddance, too. I am mature. I am grown. I am woman. Hear me roar!
Love how you put your three words together....very tightly written...point was clear...Oh! How I remember. Thanks.