Job training is over. For now, anyway. I go back to the office on Monday. It's hard holding down a 40 hour a week job at this age. I feel like I should be spending quality time with my family, especially with my parents, who are in their late 70's. So I'm distracted and restless at work. There are no windows in our section of the building. That makes it harder. The building was damaged by Katrina and it's never been restored. It's really a strange place to work. I feel odd every time I go in. And I wonder what I'm doing that makes any difference.