January of 2010 I will be 65 years old, and will be force to give up my present Health Insurance, of which I will not name, but give a clue. I use to work for the prison system of Texas, in the Medical Field, so if anyone has worked in this system will know who the insurance company is. I also know I am not the only one in this situation. I always thought that this country was base on freedom of choice, but I guess I am wrong, because I am force to take Medicare whether I want it or not. I have talked to several insurer about the Advantage Plans, but most of them really do not want me as a customer. I will tell you that I do have coronary artery disease, which is semi behaving itself at this time. It is scary to know that the cariologist I have been seeing will not be seeing me as of January because he does not take Medicare patients. So I ask myself, what happens if I have a heart attack, and need a specialist, who do I turn too, when this happens. I would like to see one that is close to where I live, and not have to go a long distance as that could be difficult, especially since I do not have someone that can get me there, most of the time. I have to admit that I do not like to drive on interstate, as I would be the driver you would be classify as accident magnet. I also know that for the last 17 years I have not had to make monthly payments to my Health Insurance, and now I do, and I wonder whether or not I can afford it. I like so many are on a fixed income, and like so many now a days are finding it difficult to afford anything extra. I do not know if anyone there is anyone in AARP who can help me, but I am so stressed out that I will gladly listen to anyone who has more knowledgeable information that what I have receive so far. Who ever may read this I thank you, and value any opinions.