Decisions are never easy to make and they are always based on a desire for change; Something inside tells me great change is comming and I will be a part of it. Change in relationships with family and most certainly friends.

Long time comming, The speaking of truth; we upset the grace of living when we lie. I embodie my Zodiac sign and I am doing my best to be true to it.

The hurdle I thought I just manuvered, It wasn't a hurdle at all. It was my heart stopping and holding my breath for as long as I could until it came out in a tree splting scream. I lost my Brother and I can never have him back. It is a vicious mean truth. I will always feel the loss of him; I can cover with humor and loving rememberences but I will never be the same without him. We had an amazing bond.

SO I am here and now. And this part of my journey begins with stepping in a different direction, and I am up for the challange. I am looking forward to whats behind door number 3.....