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Up to Devlin's monument

I am not very good at writing, but here goes.  On Friday 8/1/08, we folk that haven't been hiking is 20 some years started at the base of Crystal Mountain Ski Lodge.  We unloaded our camping gear to be pack on a mule called John.  He carried 300 lbs.  They also had a baby raccoon in camp.  They got to the site before we did and had a fire going and wood gathered.  Going up, I had trouble with the loose shale rock so we called the horse coral and they brought two horses .  I rode the pinto and was initially led by the grandmother.  My husband actually took  the reins himself and did a great job.  In a little the grandmothers horse (Darlene) acted up as it wasn't use to leading another horse.  So we switched with her husband Denny. Then everything settled down.  The horses would go a bit then stop to nibble on grass to catch their breath.  We saw an old mining camp with old mining equipment still up there.  I was glad the Denny was leading me on Little Foot and every once in a while she would try to get ahead of the horses by speeding up.  Denny explained that she wanted to get ahead of the other horses so she could eat more grass.  It was beautiful country and I was seeing it through my son's eyes.  The only thing that kind of bothered me is that the horse love to walk on the edge of the path next to the drop off.  Denny would say don't look down and of course I did.  When I am on the ground I knew it to be a long ways down, but up on a horse made it seem even longer.  I got use to it thought and it got me to where I wanted to go.  We made camp that night.  My husband pitched the tent on a slight incline and he is 6ft and had no trouble, but I being shorter was always slipping down.  He would wake me and I would crawl back up.  The next day after breakfast we made plans to go to where the boys were found and to the hut they had made to scatter ashes.  I emotionally could go to the site where they were found, and physically couldn't make it to the hut.  All the others went.  That night some of the Turns all year (back country skiers and boarder) that found them came and we had an oppertunity to thank them in person as these men did not know any of the boys.  We fed them and huged them and had a wonderful time with them.  That night My huband Tim, Meagan, my son's girlfriend, Meagan's father Ward, Katie a friend that my son built a deck for, and myself walked down the trail a bit and put the rest of his ashed in the creek that was near camp.  My son's dog logger walked through it just to stir him up a liitle to get him going on his journey. The next  five of us and one of the searchers went down a different way, which was the way I should have gone up as it was mostly path.  I keep looking at the creek and imagining my son walking beside me.  We rounded the bend and there was the most beautiful water fall I had seen in a long time.  I felt him encouraging me all the way down as I had troubled with one foot. When we got down we found a small car and wondered how we were all going to fit.  Luckly all our packs fit in the trunk.  So Ross the driver, his wife Celia and Ward piled into the front made for two.  Katie, my Husband and myself, piled into the back with Katie's standard poodle Simon.  Talk about sardines in a can.  Then Ross had to drive all of us 20 miles to the parking area were we had left our cars.  I enoyed it, but can't say I would do it again unless it is on a horse.  So that is my last tribut to my son and now I can look out at Mt Rainier and see him and his monument, from work on nice days.

Patty says:

What a beautiful story, and you did a great job detailing your adventure. Your son is free at last, it's where he wants to be. Sounds like a beautiful place and I hope this brings some peace and closure to your life. Life is hard now, but we can make it. We just have to rebuild our lives without our loving sons, and that in itself is a feat. I want a normal life again, but that is not happening.

Send pictures when you can, sounds like a beautiful place, like heaven on earth.

Love and Peace

Patty
Posted: August 26, 2008 3:28PM EDT
tjohn55 says:

So glad you made it. As I said, I have some unfinished business to take care of myself. I have saved Ken's Deer Rifle, which was mine in 1971, then I gave it to Dad in 1979, Ken got it from Dad in 1986, the year Dad died, amd now it will go to his nephew in a few years. He is 6. Ken's Youth Model 20 ga. Shotgun is going to his Godson, his best friend's son in a few years when he is ready for it. I kept his Black Powder guns, pistols and rifles, and his Adult Shotgun. As a matter of fact, nothing has ever been or ever will be thrown out. His brother and my wife, mostly her could wear his clothes. Corey took the Carhartt's but left the French Cuff Silk shirts for my wife. Ken could go from Country Redneck in cut-offs and no shirt on a Canoe Trip in the morning to City Slicker dressed to the nines at Nashville Nightspot by 10 PM. They were just little fantasy side trips as he always came home to his roots and his deep seeded closeness with Nature and the earth beneath his feet. That very small ammount of Creek, Cherokee, and Powhatten Native American Blood in his veins ran straight and true. But as is the nature of we, the Scot-Irish, he was a true wanderer. A Free Spirit, Free Forever. Never to be held by any earthly bounds or binds ever again. Maybe, it is as it was meant to be. Ken was born into a world 200 years too late. For myself, he left it many years too early, but the more I understand him and myself, the more I think just maybe I am being a little selfish.
Change is not always a good thing. At least not for some of us. I'm putting up a Journal or probably two in the next week or so. One is dedicated to Ken. The other on starting over at raising children in your 50's, Raising my 7 year old Grand daughter. Nearly 7 million children are being raised by grand parents in this country. tjohn55 Tommy Peace to you
Posted: August 25, 2008 1:41AM EDT
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