The weekend has passed.and I made it through. There were several of us who played cards Friday night. I had a good time. I didn't fall apart. I made it through. Saturday we cooked out at my daughter's house, Watched a movie and had a good time. I stayed over. My son-in-law and my 12 year old grandson cooked breakfast for my daughter and myself. We had a good day. For those of you who don't know, my loving husband of 50 years died unexpectedly a year ago on May 10. At the time I thought it was the end of the world. It wasn't. I still have the memories of our life together. The memories of the night he died are still there,but they come less often. It is getting better. I made it through the year. Good for me.