Have you ever

  have you ever had one of those nights where you just don't give a hoot................... well i did and it hurts ,it feels like everyone and everything is against you.well i just try to do the right thing and get shitted on in the process.(what is she talking about) well for starters i was felling good but now i feel like blah . last night i went off on a good friend and he hadn't done nothing but it's just the point he was here and i did the unspeakable i snaped at him because i messed up, i messed up the tv but i don't know how or whati did. i am partically handicap and i try to do everything myself but i refuse to believe i can't.

lonnieo says:
DEAR SCOLTON,
ALL US HUMANS HAVE THOSE DAYS, SOMETIMES IT HELPS RELEASE THE ANGER AND HURT WE HOLD IN SIDE. mY HUSBAND IS IN A LOT OF PAIN AND IS A GRUMP AND YELLS AT ME AT TIMES, BUT HE KNOWS I UNDERSTAND HOW HE FEELS, HE KNOWS I LOVE HIM SO IT`S SAFE TO YELL, AND I WANT HIM TO FEEL ABLE TO UNLOAD KNOWING I`D NEVER LEAVE. iF HE CARES, HE`LL UNDERSTAND.
tHINKING OF YOU.....LONNIE
Posted: May 3, 2008 11:18PM EDT
FastFoward says:
I think most people who care about us understand.
I had to be in a wheel chair for about 5 mounths back in 2005.
One day I hit my kuckles on the table while turning the wheels.I stood up grabed the chair & slung it across the room (was not supose to stand on my foot).
My wife yealed "Well if you would just ask someone to help you it wouldn't happen"She is the sweetest person I ever met but she gets upset with me for not asking for help.
I'm sure your friend understands as well it is very hard to ask for help when you've been doing for yourself for so long.
God Bless & I hope things get better for you soon.
Posted: April 30, 2008 12:46AM EDT
gcolton52 says:
he knows i am sorry he is still here
Posted: April 29, 2008 6:14PM EDT
splum says:
It's OK gcolton52, we all have those days! Just apologize to your friend, and if he's a good friend, he will understand.
Posted: April 29, 2008 1:11PM EDT
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