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I have been busy with a lot of things the last 5 months I did  some spring cleaning both on my computer and my home and things are getting depressing.The last year has been very hard on me. first I had a small stroke and then my dog taken away then I'm sent to jail and then a warent for my arrest had been put out on me and I was never notified.

Then I get in a car accident that about did me in. I got out just in time for the holladays and then my hife has a small stroke and can't work at her job so now all we had was what I got on my disability and our tax return.

By the end of march we where in the hole and my wife has to go back to work no mater what and then I get word that my mother has just had another stroke and we stayed at my dads house for three weeks when my mother passed away on easter.

My sister needs me to stay with my dad the first week of every month so that she can take care of bills and rentles.

the first of june on my 300 mile home I get pulled over because someone took a tag off my license plat. Thats when I found out about the warrent on me. 

being on meds and needing to take them every day I was refused them for 3 days I was so out of it I didn't know which was was up finally my wife got me transfured to another jail and she posted bail and got me a lawyer and now I find that they want me to except some feneles from a bunch of lies so instead of plee bargin I'm going to have court. and I find out that the officer that took me to jail hit me with a ticket he called it impeding trafic when there is all these orange barrles off to the side of the road which means that their working on the road and 55 is the speed limit and thats what I was going. so now I have to fight that as well and I have no money to pay the ticket.

I have borrowed all I can because my wife has to pay for all her doctor bills from her stroke plus pay for her ins so that she can still see the doctors and get meds.

Sometimes I wish I would get in a car accident and I wouldn't come out of it. That way my wife would get enough money to live on till she dies.

But Thats not me I am a fighter if I have to I'll get the news team in and put my story in the paper and TV.and then I'll go after the animal shelter and sue them for all kinds of money.

I'm not a vengeful person but I sure wish I can even things up.

Dee