I was real sick back in January, I was hospitalize for two weeks ,after that I was in hostile care for almost three months, durning that times I could not go to the bathroom or do anything for myself because I had emphysea. The Docter said it was nothing that they could do for me but to let me died in peace.In short word I felt like a fish out of water.At that very moment I began to pray, My breathing got easier and easier as I ease into I really can not decribed it ,this was late at night . All I know I woke up and I had some kind of machine over my face blowing air into my face and I was feeling much better and I could breathe.

     On the third day I was up taking me a bath  and the nurse came in and I was in the bathroom, She said oh my god  you are not supposed to be out of bed she immedialety called for help and for the  docter but I was not short of breath, She was so afraid she said that I was unconsious ,but to to made a long story short.

     My faith and belief in god was and is strongly than what it was ,because man did not heal me ,God took me in his hand and heal me. and thank god that I am alive and as well as I can be at present.I cannot run but I can cook the greatest meal that you can possible put in your mouth,I can do for my self, That was the greatest gift of all ,,,, God gave my life back to me and the knowledge of knowing that there is a God and he real.                  

     My life is so much better now with that knowledge than it have ever been. I don"t worry like I used to. because I know that God have me in hand  ,What I can do ,I do it ,   And what I can"t do  I don"t  worry about it  , Maybe it was not to do anyway. Thank you  Jesus  for my life.                                                        Cookie64

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