Today I am feeling better. After lots of prayer I have decided that life is just too short to live it worring about something I cannot change and I cannot control the actions of others. My son has to live with the choices that he has made for his life and I just hope that one day he doesn`t look back and regret them choices. For the past week Tropical Depression Fay has been making sure that every where she touches will remember her. But today is nice and sunny and beautiful. The sun is shining, the birds are singing and the squirrels are running around on the top of my mobile home and I do believe that before they jump from the tree limb to my roof they stop and put on little boots so I jump everything they hit it. I have Mary Higgins Clark`s newest novel (that I order from the library system and it took three weeks to get in ) that I am reading and a pot of coffee and I`m good now.
Even the cat is happy. She is laying on the back of the sofa in the sunlight on her back sleeping but she has her paws together like she is praying. Probably praying for another mouse like she caught the other night and I think she enjoyed seeing me and my daughter freaking out over that little thing. It seems she couldn`t figure out why we were standing in chairs screaming our heads off.
Looking forward to a cooked meal tonight on my stove instead of something cooked in the mircowave. I had ran out of propane and just now was able to get some more last Monday and just got someone to come and light my pilots today. I knew that with my RA if I got down in the floor to light the oven I would never get back up by myself.LOL.
So all in all life is good. It is just what we make of it that counts. The good times are blessings and the bad seems to make us stronger and gives us something new to learn from the pain and sadness. One thing I know is we learn something new everyday no matter how young or old we are. So I will enjoy this life I have and pray for the ones that choose to try and do things that might take away some of that happiness......Becky