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Name: Tinkerbell
Birthday: January 11
Gender: Female
Status: Married
Ethnicity: Caucasian
Location:
Washington
United States
School:
High school graduate and some college
Work:
Retired due to illness
My Websites:
myspace.com/aliqat11
Quote:
What shall we then say to these things? If God be for us, who can be against us? Romans 8:31
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I am afraid I've lived a rather dull life for some years now. My 17 year old daughter was killed and it seems to get worse not better. But I am working on it. I have two other wonderful children that need their Mom

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God, My family, the state of this great country,Guns, computers, animals & movies. Charities I support ALS, Cancer Research, Fibromyalgia support
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Difficult Christmas

Iam trying Lisa but I miss you so much. I know your brother & sister, your Dad & Grandma & Grandpa all miss you too. But this is one of those preticularly difficult years, I don't know why. I got a tree it sat on the back porch for a week until your brother finally brought it in and put it up. But there it sits no decorations no lights. I know I have to muster the energy to decorate it and wrap the presents and put them under it. It's just that I don't have the energy or the desire. But I know the family needs it, so I'll drag out the decorations and make it as festive as I can.

I miss you so much, I want you in my arms again but I wouldn't bring you back from Heaven for anything. I know you're safe, happy and waiting for us to join you. To you it's as a vapor to us its an eternity.

I love you my darling girl, I can't wait to see you again someday.

Love & Kisses,

Mommy

Added: December 21, 2008
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Patty
Patty says:

You are right about in an instant you can change, the wound is as fresh as the day it happened. I don't go more than a couple of days before I get that way, nothing happens maybe just a thought or a memory. The week of Christmas was bad, we had a friend die he was 56, Joe's aunt died on Christmas eve and 2 days after Christmas Joe's cousin was on his motorized little car and was hit by a truck and killed. It seems to never end. There is a new year coming and hopefully we will find some peace in it. If there is peace for a mother that has lost a child.
Better get back to work, my home email is plocke2@gmail.com if you want to email me at home, feel free.
Love
Patty
Posted: December 31, 2008 8:36AM EST
Patty
Patty says:

Tinkerbell,

Well the Holidays are almost over, so maybe things will get back to normal or as normal as they can be. People don't realize how difficult the holidays are on us. I try to put on the happy face, but my heart is just not in it. I use to love Christmas and now all it brings is the heartache. But we made it through another one and I am finding with each one it gets a tad bit easier, not much but a tad. I hope your Christmas went off without too much pain.

Love

Patty
Posted: December 29, 2008 9:22AM EST
Tinkerbell377
Tinkerbell377 says:

Patty,
I've found over the years that several years may go by and things are ok then out of the blue like this year you fall apart again. I've been in bed mostly sleeping for 4 days now. I just cant get up the strength to do anything. I am hoping now that the holidays are over I can get back on track. I am like you I used to love the Holidays they were my favorite time of year until we lost Lisa. Now none of us like them. I know people that havent suffered a loss don't understand how that can be but we sure do.
Hope the new year is better for all of us.
God's love surround and protect you always,
Tink
Posted: December 30, 2008 4:25AM EST
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