This is turning into a VERY different Christmas. Yesterday my brother had endoscopic surgery for esophageal cancer. Pretty rough stuff. He has one of the best esophageal cancer gastric specialists but we are not sure of what will be the next steps. It may turn into a numbers game. If the chance of mets are low, the side effects of chemo-radiation therapy. This is a rare presentation so may not be any real protocol.
So this Christmas, more than ever, I am concentrating on what is important in my life: the reason that we celebrate Christmas and family. When it boils down to it, there isn't much else that is important.