In reading over what I have just written, the part of me that cringes at typos, incorrect usage of the English language and making mistakes noted several glaring errors along the way. So be it. I wanted to go in and edit but could not find where I could do that. I guess I have to accept that, just like my life, I cannot go back and edit, removing errors I've made along the way. I just have to accept that there is nothing futher I can do and try to do better in the future. Lesson learned.