It grieves me when people do not belive others really do
care about what they are going through. I am a genuine
person, and I genuinely care about others. There are
times when I feel like an ad I used to see as a child.
The one where a skinny guy is standing on the beach,
and a big guy comes along and kicks sand in his face.
I know I can't fix a problem for anyone. I know I do not
have answers for their situations. But, it hurts to be
talked about as if I do not exist or am a hypocrite. I am
human, I do make mistakes. I do have good days and
bad days. For those who do feel as if I am acting
hypocritical, I apologize. But, I do assure you I am the
real deal.
I know Jesus was rejected, I will be too. I want others
to know what He does for me, He can do for them. But,
I guess He is used to rejection by now, so should I.
I find perhaps it is best to secretly pray for people, or at
least ask permission to pray for them, and let them decide
if they want His help through difficult trials.
I do tend to jump the gun... I immediately think others will
want spiritual guidance. How naive of me, right?
Just remember I do care, and just because I am a Christian
doesn't make me off limits to talk with, or a hypocrite when I
talk with those who aren't. Also, I can have fun. I like to laugh.
Laughter is healing for me. Ok, so off color does nothing for
me, but good clean fun does bring me back to life.
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