Tecnically, they may be only cyber-siblings. But they are in reality as real a part of my family as my real brother. Earlier today, I just suddenly had a feeling I needed to look back and find where I got my first messages from each of them. I knew it had to be getting close to a year since we first made contact. It turned out to be closer than I thought. I first recieved contact from my big brother a year ago yesterday on the 8th. And one of his friends, now one of my big sisters showed up at my door a few days later on the 12th. Then my eldest (in numbers only) showed up two days later. And finally my clumsiest sister turned up on the 16th.
This may seem hardly noteworthy to many of you, who read this. But these four people have been there just to talk and share a laugh. But more importantly, when my occasional depressions hit, they were all here for me. Some in ways I still can't believe anybody would do for somebody, especially me. I remember a big problem I was having, when Billy intervened. I won't say more about it here. But I will never forget what he and Rosie did for me. And just having a sister to talk to, and laugh with daily means so much. The pictures and notes I get from another sister always give me a little smile, just because she cares enough to remember me. And the antics and even the lectures about my eating habits from my fourth, and by no means least sister always make me feel good. Even if we don't always agree (what two brothers, or brother and sister do agree on everything) I always feel like I have somebody who cares. And in turn, I only hope they each realize how much I care about them, even when I am a bit less than talkative or feel a bit disagreeable. I have told them things about myself that no one else really knows, yet they still accept me inspite of all my faults. Now they stand beside me as I go through the difficulties with my parents, as my dad's health declines. And I feel their prayers many times whether they know it or not.
This is not to deminish any of my other friends at this site. I have several friends here that play an important part of my daily life. And I AM more than grateful for each of you too.
When people say GOD bless you to me now, I honestly respond he has and he is. Now my turn; GOD bless each of you.